wtf!!

today in class, aaron & irfan are gonna go for klimun..
sum programs related to UN..
those who got brilliant proposals on how to eradicate poverty in the world will have a chance to go to see the UN to present their proposals.

im not interested in that kind of thing actually..
what really caught my interest is that the programme will be held in INTI cllge.
the participants are gonna stay in the cllge's hostel..
i was like what the hell?????
INTI?????of all places??

argh its like im in between on whether to join the programme or not..
aish....im really3 crazy..and masochistic....
what the hell was i thinking abt??
what abt my determination to get over the whole thing??
it's so confusing...i can't think straight for a moment there..
it's like i was dazed etc...
what a big impact it has on me..
isk3

help me sum1!!!!!